03 June 2019

Head *exploooooooodes!*

お久しぶりです!It's been a while. Months ago I devised some sort of themed posting schedule to prompt writing on this site regularly, and that went up in flames. It's my usual excuses, and then some.

The bad things keeping me away: poor time management skills, feeling lazy or tired from work, and sometimes feeling like keeping up a personal website is a chore and therefore I'm less motivated to work on it. I also keep getting sick. Getting sick = staying at home, turning brain off, + Netflix.

The good things keeping me away: planning out a new book, s l o o w l y drafting it, doing big projects and events like Anime Japan, and writing and editing for Speculative Chic! I also rejoined Twitter to connect with people for writing articles (that part's good; getting on Twitter daily to goof off, not so much). I've also upped the ante on studying my Japanese because August 1 will be my third-year anniversary living here and my language skills are still sh*t. Topping that off, I just got tapped to do a significant new project-- one of my high schools has developed a global program and I have been tasked with designing a EFL drama curriculum from the ground up. If I leave any legacy behind me in Japan, this will be it.  

I'm going to try harder to add newer content here, but much of it will also be linking to articles I've written for Speculative Chic, because that's my new(ish) baby (I recently had my one-year anniversary with them as an editor, yay!). Most of my new writing and (therefore brainpower) goes to them. And I don't mind, because I'm so happy they're letting me work with them. I have a blast!

In the meantime, here's some stuff if you want to keep up with me:

Meanwhile, fingers crossed as I continue to figure out structuring my time to keep this baby here exciting. Thanks for staying with me all this time!

26 January 2019

Which Book is Brewing?

Writing is definitely part toil and trouble.

After I made the decision to redo The Name and the Key from scratch, I hit some snags, and fixing some of the problems of the book was starting to feel like solving complex mathematical equations - my brain was burnt out and I had no idea how to go about redoing the book. As painful as it was, I decided to just put my series aside altogether for the time being until I could figure out a game plan for the rewrite. Poor Andresh and Lily, (Andresh especially), I'm going to miss you while we're in time out!

Over the years, I've had multiple projects in the works. In terms of books, The Name and the Key, The Step and the Walk, The Eye and the Storm (a trilogy), The Clockwork Prince, Kill it With Fire, and Stolen Fruit (all standalones). I also have an untitled short story set in post-revolutionary France and a graphic novel called Son of the Siren, which combines several fairytales into a single narrative about an illegitimate, half-human prince who unwittingly uses the power of his siren voice to cause great catastrophe to his kingdom. Each of these works has been started, with varying chunks written (and trust me, they will all get written!), but they each take turns getting pushed aside because it's difficult for me to multi-task. I never finish projects unless I fully, single-mindedly commit to them.

This took five billion hours because I suck.
Don't get me started on coloring!
Let's talk about Son of the Siren, because this is what I'm working on now! Except it can't be a graphic novel anymore - at least not by me, anyway, and not anytime soon. It's too difficult! I made a cover, and I made the first page, and it took weeks. And I just don't have the artistic skill (or technical skill, since it's all digital art) to make this happen. So... 

Son of the Siren is now a book! 

And I've been busy with the worldbuilding stages. One of the things I've been doing is designing characters via the Live Portrait Maker by Angela He  (I have the Android apps for male and female character creation). This is just too fun! Then I have been creating the world itself through an online site called Notebook.ai, which is designed for writers, tabletop RPG games, and more. A large chunk of the site is free (enough to make one world), but if you want to add multiple worlds or more details such as weapons, animals, etc., you have to upgrade to a subscription. I'm playing around with it for preliminary stuff, but it's been helpful with creating the family trees for my main characters, getting the base locations in, and more. 

This is Angela He's art that you can customize in-app (and
then I fancied her portrait up in BeFunky).
Behold, the siren of Son of the Siren!
Besides diving into world creation, I have actually written part of the manuscript. But I've hit a snag - I'm writing it in third person limited but I'm not feeling this vibe at all. It also has generic "Epic Fantasy Voice" (which I'm also kind of hating) that seems to pop up whenever I try third-person in fantasy.  I think I've gotten too used to writing in first-person. It's really comfortable for me! As much as I keep trying to third-person this bad boy, I don't think it's working out. First-person allows me to get inside the character's head a lot easier, and it's also less of a challenge for me to give them a distinct voice. Given the subject matter - I'm retelling multiple fairy tales within a fairy tale - combined with first-person POV, whether I intend it or not, this will probably be considered YA

My first book, The Name and the Key, started out very much like a fairy tale and was even supposed to be a retelling of Beauty and the Beast. Then about halfway through the book I took a narrative 180 and the novel splintered (it very much feels like two different books). The fairy tale plots and influences in the novel disappeared as it became more and more about magic, alchemy, gods, and all sorts of esoteric goodness. 

But my brain doesn't let me forget ideas, even if years pass, and somehow I always come back to them and rework them in another way. I have always loved fairytales - they were my introduction to fantasy and have always been among my favorite things, so I always knew I wanted to write my own fairy tale. Concepts that bubbled up in The Name and the Key are reappearing in The Son of the Siren. Images that I've had in my brain for years, from dreams and daydreams, are finally having their moment to shine. 

Fairy Tale of Kings by Mikalojus Konstantinas Čiurlionis,
1909 (Source).
So far, Son of the Siren is pulling elements from these fairytales (or their classifications), and working them in a single narrative:
  • The Six Swans
  • Rapunzel
  • Sleeping Beauty
  • Cinderella
  • The Snow Queen
  • The Armless Maiden
  • The Little Mermaid
  • Donkeyskin
The book follows some of the traditional fairy tale tropes, but also takes some time to spin some of them on their heads. I've been absolutely giddy blueprinting this novel. 

I've heard somewhere that for many writers, their first book isn't the first book they publish. For the longest time I felt really bad about that, because I love my first book so much, and I truly wanted it to be my first book out in the world. However, it's looking like Son of the Siren may be the contender for potential success. I can't predict the future (and I'm really bad about not living in the present), so I can't say anything for certain, but I have a good feeling about this. 


Readers, what book are you brewing?